习惯了这个城市里的寂寞 
                                       冬至已过 低糜忆过 
                                       什么是我留恋的理由 
                                       长街 短椅 
                                       我们陌生的相爱

                                                常常幻想自己可以象傻瓜一样 
                                                什么也不看 什么也不想 
                                                只沉醉在你的爱里 
                                                忘记这喧闹的世界 寂寞的城市 
                                                一分 一秒 
                                                都是我对你的期待

                                                         一个人的时候 我总是害怕 
                                                         于是我蜷起身子 遮上耳朵 
                                                         我想麻醉我自己 
                                                         原来整个世界 好象只有我疲惫 
                                                         我的苍白的手指 
                                                         到不了你温暖的手心

                                                                  总有人对我说：冬天要过去了 
                                                                  春天要来了。花儿要开了 
                                                                  可是这些花儿都不是我喜欢的 
                                                                  所以我宁愿关上窗 
                                                                  那些都是很好很好的 
                                                                  只是我不喜欢

                                                                           更多的时候，习惯沉默 
                                                                           我闭上眼睛，希望你体会我的感受 
                                                                           然而 你在哪里？ 
                                                                           在我看不到，摸不着的远方 
                                                                           我的思念 
                                                                           如同天上的星星那样遥远 
                                                                           你在哪里？

                                                                                    漫天星光 幽蓝深海 
                                                                                    还有我最热爱的花在为我开放 
                                                                                    这样的梦，做了千百回 
                                                                                    曾经以为梦里会有你 
                                                                                    可是 我始终没有梦见你 
                                                                                    你的样子 太模糊

                                                                                             我说，等我好起来，继续做喜欢的工作 
                                                                                             然后去外地出差 
                                                                                             每到一个地方，寄一张明信片给你 
                                                                                             告诉你我的思念 我的牵挂 
                                                                                             一张 一张 
                                                                                             而今散落在我不能安眠的夜里 
                                                                                             象白雪一样飞扬

                                                                                                      还会有一个绒毛的熊 
                                                                                                      那是我和你喜欢的样子 
                                                                                                      你不在的时候，它就是你 
                                                                                                      可我始终没有买到 
                                                                                                      也没有等到你送给我 
                                                                                                      我时常想着它的颜色 它的表情 
                                                                                                      它会不会如我一样孤独？

                                                                                                                在某一天 
                                                                                                                我提前许下了生日愿望： 
                                                                                                                希望我爱的人幸福安康 
                                                                                                                然后，在月亮女神微笑的注视下 
                                                                                                                我埋下了希望的种子 
                                                                                                                希望它能生根发芽 
                                                                                                                然后 成长 
                                                                                                                不知道 它是不是依然在生长？

                                               我不睡 
                                               失眠是因为不舍得安心 
                                               不想让你看到我伤心失望的面容 
                                               所以我只能背朝着你 
                                               离开不是放手 
                                               那是更爱你的理由 
                                               这样的说法 能不能接受？

                                                        我依然希望你记得的是我 
                                                        盛装出席的样子 
                                                        青春 娇艳 美好 
                                                        用我最美丽的容颜 
                                                        舞在这冬日无雪的南方 
                                                        然后 让世界重归寂静 
                                                        我在 如同我不在

                                                                 我会关上门 闭住眼 捂上耳 
                                                                 谁值得我走出我的世界 
                                                                 谁值得我放弃我的一切 
                                                                 曾经 是有那么一个人 
                                                                 后来依然要把我放逐回原来的世界里 
                                                                 我还是我 你呢 你是谁

                                                                          血一般的颜色 象我刚刚的苦痛 
                                                                          那些血 擦也擦不净 
                                                                          总以为一切都会习惯 一切都会安稳 
                                                                          因为 总有人象爱他自己一样爱我 
                                                                          可是爱，到底是什么？ 
                                                                          是象这鲜血一般的刺目 
                                                                          或是一句漂亮的口号？

                                                                                   知道总有一天 
                                                                                   我会被囚禁在文字的世界里 
                                                                                   出不来 也飞不走 
                                                                                   如果要我在文字与你之间选择 
                                                                                   那请你折断我的翅膀吧 
                                                                                   我什么也不要 
                                                                                   什么也不想再要

                                                                                            你看这一条路 
                                                                                            我已经走得太累了 
                                                                                            我的脚步开始沉重 眼神涣散 
                                                                                            我只想安静地躺着 
                                                                                            然后听风在耳边嬉戏 
                                                                                            然后沉沉睡去 
                                                                                            天黑 会不会让我忘了你是谁 
                                                                                            其实我只想忘记自己是谁

                                                                                                     现在才发现 
                                                                                                     我们一直是在陌生的相爱 
                                                                                                     你在我的世界外 我在你的思想外 
                                                                                                     你看我是透明的 我看你是遥远的 
                                                                                                     模糊的一切 再爱 还能如何 
                                                                                                     你走不进我的世界
                                                                                                     我温暖不了你的寒冷

                                                                                                              散发弄扁舟的梦想 
                                                                                                              已经离我越来越远了 
                                                                                                              远得如上世纪的梦 
                                                                                                              挣不开的枷锁 逃不掉的命运 
                                                                                                              原来这船上
                                                                                                              一直只有我一个人 
                                                                                                              我今天才知道